I suck. I think I have figured out why i have so many problems with guys. I force guyz to like me and then I eventually just hurt myself in the process. Im becoming a nun. and thats final.



UPDATE!!
I was right.... and it sux.. Grrr...Good bye QC. Convent here I come!

Boys are for Dumb Blondes

__I will admit, I have dated my share of guyz. I have done my part in almost ALL of the school drama that has taken place....and I'm proud of it. so whatever. But I seem to have a problem with girls who like boys who just want to screw with them. I have a friend, who is a complete jerk, I love him to pieces though. He likes (actually.. liked) this girl that I honestly think is an idiot. He didn't date her, but they had quite a thing going on.
__So recently, it ended. And he was seen flirting with one of my very good friends (whom I haven't known very long, but still.) She told me she likes him, quite a bit, and I told her that she should go for it. Nothing wrong with trying, right? Now here is the REAL problem... FIVE minutes later, I saw him flirting with ANOTHER girl!! God he pisses me off so much... Like I said, I love him to pieces, but he's an idiot. Let him screw things up for himself, but I still won't let him hurt my friend.
Boys are dumb, they suck. PEACE OUT!

Spring Cleaning

Honestly, I never understood the point of that phrase. Who came up with it? Where did it come from? Why was it created? Did someone just want to see if it would stick? Did some random freak think it was funny to watch a woman running around the house, on the verge of a heart attack, because "It's already the beginning of April, OMG where has the time gone? I can't believe this place is still a total pig sty!" (I cant spell that by the way. Im too lazy to look it up)

And why is it called "Spring Cleaning"?
How do the other seasons feel about this?
Winter MUST be pissed-- all people ever see him for is the fact that he's so cold and frigid.
And what about Summer?-- sure people always think "God summer is hot" Maybe we give her a lil TOO much credit. She isn't THAT great.
And Fall get's the extremely short end of the stick.-- The trees hate him for taking their clothes, the pools hate him for making them too cold to swim in, and the kids realize that they have to go back to school.
My conclusion: Spring is lucky. All she has to worry about is rain...psh.. Lucky Lady.

Happy Spring Suckas!

Banquets Were Created To Punish Me

Less than a quarter tank of gas + Missing and exit + Semi-drivers in both lanes hittin 90mph = One EXTREMELY unhappy Sarah.

Now we take the same Sarah, put her in the seat next to one Jesse, scramble it all up, and now we have an extremly pissed off Sarah.

Take the pissed off Sarah, lose her wallet, get a semi to almost run her over, make her puke her guts out for 4 hours straight, and you have yourself the Sarah that woke up Friday morning.

Unhappy, pissed, and sick, Sarah went to school wishing she had a cliff to drive off of. Sadly, her sister was in the car, so she couldn't go searching for one. Sarah had a horrible day, full of flunking multiple tests, a certain someone (make that 2 someones) trying to be funny and flirtatious (but only succeeding 2 make her even more angry). And then Sarah left school. Glad to be gone she took her sister to Starbucks, and went home. Sarah watched Alice in Wonderland with her sister, took a shower, and went to bed (extremely early, yet extremely comforting).

Sarah likes speaking in the 3rd person, maybe she will do it more often. :P

As I Grow Older

Havent written on here in a long time. No time to do it now though. so I will be doing so REALLY soon.

Frozen Pop Tartz Are A Treat From God.

As I sat around the house this summer hoping for something miraculous to come from my frozen pop tart, or wishing that sour patch kids really did walk and talk, I realized, I have a life and Im not even using it.
As many of my friends headed off for vacation, I sat at home watching blues clues and eating my frozen pop tart.
While millions of kids were being rushed off to summer school, Music lessons, and those other activities they were signed up for, I was busy worrying about how I was going to get my bracelet out of my pool's drain.
As people ask me about what I want to do when Im an adult, and where I plan to go to college becuz I only have 2 more years to figure it out, I wonder whats going to happen on Klye XY that night.
As people complain about how we have new uniforms (which, by the way, are HIDEOUS) at least someones making plans on how to take over the school and force the School staff to let us wear jeans and t-shirts.
Do you see those kids out playing with their pets, having a blast? I have a fish with an obsession over only one smal corner of the tank, a bird who thinks I'm the devil (what can I say? I got hungry one night), and an obese dog who thinks the driveway is the pathway to hell.
But I also have learned to appreciate these things, becuz they make me realize who I'm not:
Athletic? only if chasing after my sister after she stole the last pop tart is considered exercise.
Smart? not until school starts back up
Hard worker? haha no
Composed? I break down over a lot of things
Mature? heck no
and who I am:
Entertaining? Most def
Energized? Duh
Talented? I like to say I am
Pretty? I like to think so
Friendly? Ask my friends
Persistent? of course
Different? yes
Quirky? obviously
And my list goes on and on.
In school I worried non stop. I fought, and I hated a lot of people and for some reason, I let them get to me. I wasnt the best of friends with one girl, Miranda, but she wasnt the best to me either. But while I let everyone know how I felt about her up-front. She only let a select few in on her little secret. And I have decided not to let her get to me EVER again. I had a lot of boy problems. The problem? too many of them. And I have decided, due to the fact that I am happily taken, not to let them bother me again. I didnt have many (true) friends, and I've decide that I am happy with the VERY few that I have.
I spent my summer worrying about what people think of me, and how terrible my next year would be. So I didnt have time to really do ANYTHING with ANYONE. Therefore I have decided to use the next few weeks to spend as much time as possible with MY friends, driving around in MY car, and fulfilling MY goal: to still have a great summer.

The Love In The Air is.......PISSING ME OFF!!

Ok.. so.. not that bf's and gf's are a BAD thing.. Truthfully, I LOVE to listen to Bekah swoon when it comes to her bf. I FREAKING LOVE IT!! Shes adorable. But couples make me think, make me sad, sometimes i even cry. Cuz when you think about it, and you realize that you're single once again, it sux.(a lot)
Even though EVERYONE will hate me for this comment, It makes me miss Joe. Not a lot, just a lil bit. cuz he was so sweet. sure he got mad sometimes, but he always felt bad for it in the end. He always tried to make up for it. And i miss having someone to be with. Sure I have my friends, and while that makes me happy to just go out and have fun, i want a special someone. I do have someone, but we arent together, he hasnt even TRIED to ask me out, NOT ONCE!
So what am i to think? "Oh, hes just scared to ask because he doesnt want to get turned down"? NO! If he wants to ask, then he needs to ask. I wouldnt kiss him, or hug him, or tell him that i like him, or talk to him Every day if I was gonna turn him down. Boys are officially idiots. I SWEAR
But enough with the ranting and raving. Because when it comes down to it, Im happy, i have friends, i have family (no matter how much i want to say "they arent mine") SO basically its all good, *until that special someone asks :)*
OK so i g2g now
so bye
I luv you
C ya!
~x~sarah~x~